Going through a hard experience

I have lost what I believed and that made me feel sad and lonely that I could not accept for a while,but I finally became okay now.
I completely believed and expected that he must be my soul mate.

Life will be bitterer than I expect if I focus on bitter part of myself,but definitely the quality is getting deeper when I focus on trying to love someone hard.

I asked my self how did this happen and I tried to explain to myself over and over but I did not know what this was yet but I am very sure we will contact again sometime.

We did not work out and that is what we both really were,but I am appreciate that we were able to meet and fell in love and spent time together as well.
We shared so many things like real twins.

I still think we could be fate,I am sure that we should have met and broke up,then we will able to find real love.
Which mean I do not think that we will be able to meet someone what is real love except this experience.
We could not fix this,so we should go through this and we should love and care hard and dedicate ourselves when we find next person.

I decided that I will not see the past more than necessary.
Lately I already found myself thinking of living new happy life with someone good and my understanding ways gradually become more deeper as a spiritual being.
Therefore I am excited to meet next person.
I am also ready for love someone deeply.

But I am still hoping that we get back together.
I still love him deeply.

A man who I met recently told me that life is meaningless if you have no commitment,no trust and no love.
I totally agree with him and I also believe that being true to myself is absolutely loving others.